Archive for the ‘Music’ Category


I woke up feeling… not great today. I’m sort of split between maybe half a dozen or so concerns at the moment; life is not being the simple thing that I want it to be.

I miss the days when I enjoyed the better things in life, and that wasn’t even too long ago. Thinking about it now, I can, but I have to take the time to comprehensively think about it before I can smile.

Kendo, for instance. I love kendo. It’s a shame that I couldn’t practice yesterday (partly due to my chilling out with goodsociety for so long and because of my hip), but I still enjoy watching and photographing it. When I’m there, the only thing on my mind is how I can improve and how I can adjust my white balance to take clearer photos.

Speaking of goodsociety, those kids together make one amazing band! I’m envious of their individual and group talent, and the truly captivating part is that they’re all our age. I wish that more people knew how crazy good they are; give credit where credit is due, you know? It’s so random how I photograph them and make wallpapers and banners for them, but I enjoy using my creative talents to tell a story about other people. Hence the camera.

And that leads me to OGDADing. Always makes my day a little bit brighter. Yesterday, Paula, Sarah, and I left Lester (Leslie and Esther) a little gift on Leslie’s laptop. Afufufu. I wonder if that counts as a good deed… Today, well, I don’t know what’ll happen today, but who does?

But right now, at this moment, it’s all about studying for the quiz and midterm I have tomorrow for the classes I haven’t been going to. I’m not too sure what’s up with my attitude these days; I really don’t care about school right now. I might be reading and taking notes right now, but there’s no intent to it. I should figure this out soon before I’m on academic probation…


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The song in my head.

I… don’t play the piano. Never have. Never took lessons given by old, Chinese women. Never learned how to read notes. But I understand the basic concept of the piano, and maybe that’s what allows me to make music, or cacophony. Most likely the latter. Still, when I sit down and play the piano, it’s the same song every time. Well, not the same song, per se, but definitely the same tune. It changes each time I play, but it’s always recognizable. So here, probably the only musical piece of mine that I will ever record.

Revealing Heart

It’s probably not fantastic, but what I understand about it is that it’s straight from the heart. So I like it, because listening to it is kind of like telling myself a story. I just don’t know what the story means.

Anyway, first midterm went down today. I either aced it or failed it. Yeah, it’s one of those. Time to get caught up on everything else.

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